sallychuah
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Mar 10, 2005, 7:40 AM
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Re: [my_dawg_daisy] Lost Miniature Schnauzer at USJ 11
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Eve, I got what u mean. I do understand that I still have to live on with my life w/o him. But understanding n facing this is totally 2 different matters. I know u are trying to heal my wound here, I do hope that my wound will be healed and cured someday. As u mentioned before by adopting this dog (my MS) I am an angel but tell u what, I'm an angel but not good angel, bad angel. A very bad angel only will be punish by God. I am not Christian, but I do believe there is God who is punishing me by not doing good enough for my lil MS when I should. Anyway, I am still doing all the best I could to get my 2nd chance to take good care of him, hope He will allow me to. I have a nice breed dog some years ago too. But I dun understand what is taking good care of the dog at that time, I was too young, so guess what? My dog was stolen too. He (my previous dog) used to run around neighbourhood area but one day he did not come back n I suffer for 2 - 3 weeks time, still thinking of him sometime. I found a female stray kitten a week ago, keeping her with us, provide her food, water, comfort n love, I could say much just hope He will take a look of me which is trying my best to them (the strays) and would give me a chance to hug my lil babe again. Couldn't sleep well, especially at night coz it's totally different w/o him. He usually sleep with me on my bed, sometimes he will take my pillow, block the fan. I can only imagine he is still beside me every night, touch the carpet on the floor thinking that it's him. This is only way I can sleep, this what I do every night before sleep. I have took a few pictures of him with another dog on the night before he was taken. He was up set coz we dun take him out for his walk, coz we punish him being naughty that day, took him to back yard to let him do his poo poo n wee wee thingy only then he revenge to us.
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